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i have been with my boyfriend for about 9 months now. crazy, huh? my longest ever relationship, and i want to spend the rest of my life with him. we met online, of all places. i had met my previous boyfriend there, and figured since i had gotten him that way, why not another. as cheesy as it sounds, he is everything i ever imagined having in a life partner. physically emotionally and personality wise. for the first time in my life, i actually yearn for a baby. yikes!! it hit me yesterday when i was watching tv. as lame as it sounds. the damn gerber baby commercial came on. and i thought to myself - i want one. i doubt darrell would be happy about that, but hey, who cares. i hope to marry him eventually anyway. now dont think im gonna be one of those girls thats gonna go get herself pregnant on purpose cuz they wanna trap their boyfriends or they feel lonely. a baby is not in the plans for my life at this juncture right now. a baby is 3 years from now. maybe. after we get married. after we get a place to live for the two of us. after we both make that long term commitment that binds us to each other forever.

anyway, everyone else has a blog about their love life. i figured i would too. theres lots to think about when youre in a long term, commitment based relationship. i guess i need to type it out so that i can make sense of it all. if anyone out there in the world wide web has any advice on love, life, etc., feel free to comment. :)